Request to the love birds

It is good if you are in love, and the one you love should also feel the same about you.... BUT there is one thing that most of the lovers forget.... the people around them!

God! When will you(lovers) understand that sometimes all your expressions of love may irritate others????????

Wondering why i am writing this blog.... It all started with our 'dearest' couple. It is perfectly alright if they love each other or they make use of each other in every possible way or whatever... I don't care. But expressing their love in front of all others needs to be cared about.

I am not any emotionless being and not are any others(may be some exceptions are there). I feel ashamed that they are considered to be in the same intellectual levels as ours.... because i have not seen any morons like them irritating people with their disgusting 'love' story and their 'intense' expression for love. Trust me i hate so much about this that i am writing a blog after sooo long!

Now here goes my request to all those love birds out there, PLS DON'T DO THIS TO OTHERS. NO MORE VICTIMS LIKE ME. Its perfectly okay if you love. But don't make it any sort of show.

If you really love him/her, express your love. I am definitely not against it. But please bear in mind what others feel. You have no right to harm anybody in anyway.

friendship requires no explanation... but...

Friend could be either a male or a female.. so i am just removing she or he references and naming the person as Z.. no gender biasing.
Z is definitely not my brother/sister nor my boyfriend/girlfriend; Friend, close to heart. When i needed Z's help, Z was always there. Whenever i want to say some secret, Z could be helpful. This Z is so good, that i will ask Z to be in my dowry kit :) ..hey Z no offense please. I believe everyone should have one like Z. How am i gonna repay all these?.. Well, the fact is Z is not expecting me to repay all this in the same way as Z did to me, but i believe Z will expect me to help Z whenever i could.
This is a recent observation that i made in my life. I have two friends say 0 and 1. They were/are really close friends (u wud know why i made it "were/are" in the sentence after u read d post). 0 met with a tragedy in its life and wanted 1 to help it to get through ( emotional support) 0 always asked rest of its friends to ask 1 to come and meet 0. But 1 acted as though it dint know 0 as closely as it did. 1 dint come to support 0 as much as 0 expected..... my observation could be incomplete, but i m judgmental here from this observation. 1 could hav atleast acted a bit more concerned about 0. that's my view. But it stirs me up, as i ( i would say a more distant friend) had to push 1 to see 0. If i were 0, definitely i would have given a punch on 1's nose and then requested 1 to be a better friend ( though i would never let 1 go away from my friends circle)

My first job interview....

That day,
I was sad, when my friends got a job and i could not even make myself appear for it. I had history of backlogs... I spent half a night crying for it, feeling wothless. Yea, i am an emotional creature. But i don't deny it....

Today,
I was not sure this morning if i should go for this job seeking process, felt so little ( can't explain why) and excuse was also there, i am sick (climate change caused heavy fever). But then everything that i did yesterday say resume making, getting photocopy of my marklists etc would be in vain. So i thought I should go and try it. After all what there is for a loser like me to lose! Nothing...
When I was called among the few students who got selected after the written aptitude exam, i was happy...
When the HR interview happened and the interviewer said that i am one among those people who really impressed him, something in my heart said there is always a good time that life would give you. Trust life, your strength, God ( something that you feel that you could trust, dont know how to define God)...

Feels ataraxia!

An escape

I want to dream, i want to dream a lot.
Because in my dreams i am free.
Free from My relations in which i am not a part,
Free from the Faces that i have to wear.

This freedom is too costly, isn't it??

When i want to laugh aloud with my friends,
I want them to go away, if they can't be with me.
When i want to cry as my heart aches,
I want peace , if not comforting shoulders.

I am definitely wanting more, what else could it be?

My heart is bleeding, but i don't feel the pain.
I am numb, with thoughtless mind.
I know something is missing, don't know what it is.
But still this question is in my head.

I am alive, ain't?

I dont want to die nor live like this.
An escape would be better, funny!
Is the coward in me speaking out too loud?
Everyone has a part of it, don't they?

An escape!! Funny, isn't it?

Being responsible?.. d first blog of its kind

“You are definitely irresponsible…”what a nice thing to hear when I wake up!

I didn’t have any choice, but to hear that.[By the way, tht clear note of my character was from my dad] Thts how this morning was for me. So I decided that I wud nt do something responsible… and I did it again!..aah....not one, but a many "responsible" things… made my bed, made my breakfast, made prawn fry for lunch, did some heavy business of being a sister(I hav a young sis, appearin for d prestigious SSLC EXAM)… and now I am starting to write a blog too…hmm…all those make me feel a bit responsible.

Now my dad has to be convinced that I am responsible, that requires no effort. I need to write one of d many assignments in front of him. Viola!

Everyday is a new day….

Who said that? Well, let me tell my frank opinion, not all day is a new day. You see, a normal lazy human being, if inspired to the highest would take some strong decisions and by the time he is about sleep that day, he realizes that all his decisions weren’t that strong…. That does not happen once, but many times.

And I am no exception. But the funniest part is I took no decision today, just did things as the day passed by….. and look at me, I am writing a blog?.. Gr8 God! I have been taking decisions (as mentioned above) to start a blog 3 or 4 weeks before..i m happy…and i am 'responsible' too ;-)