My first job interview....

That day,
I was sad, when my friends got a job and i could not even make myself appear for it. I had history of backlogs... I spent half a night crying for it, feeling wothless. Yea, i am an emotional creature. But i don't deny it....

Today,
I was not sure this morning if i should go for this job seeking process, felt so little ( can't explain why) and excuse was also there, i am sick (climate change caused heavy fever). But then everything that i did yesterday say resume making, getting photocopy of my marklists etc would be in vain. So i thought I should go and try it. After all what there is for a loser like me to lose! Nothing...
When I was called among the few students who got selected after the written aptitude exam, i was happy...
When the HR interview happened and the interviewer said that i am one among those people who really impressed him, something in my heart said there is always a good time that life would give you. Trust life, your strength, God ( something that you feel that you could trust, dont know how to define God)...

Feels ataraxia!